We
had been taking care of this little kitty (5wks old) for my Aunt for the
past week. He had seemed healthy and loved to play and he was starting to thrive
until last Saturday he developed difficulty breathing after
eating...my Mom and Aunt rushed him to the vet they discovered that his ribs and sternum didn't developed properly and
they were pressing in toward his spine and constricting his
heart...there wasn't anything they could do for him...we only had him for a
week, but it seemed like a life time. It has been hard dealing with this little darlings death and will be for a while. I am glad My Aunt and my family were able to take care of him so he didn't die alone.
He is buried in an area where our other Family pets were buried.
2011 has been a hard year for me I have been coping with a lot of deaths and its been hard but somehow I make it through and that some how is GOD. Even though I can't feel God with me sometimes doesn't mean he isn't. He cries with everyone when they cry and he keeps your every tear. He never put us through anything that we can't handle even though it is hard to believe at times.
I forget where I read it but I read one time that with every bad thing we go through it makes a knot and all those knots are bunched together. But when you flip the knots over there is a Beautiful tapestry. God makes good things come out of every bad thing and it makes that Beautiful tapestry. I said to myself "wouldn't that be awesome if God hung my tapestry in my mansion in heaven. That way I would be able to take steps back and see what God has done in my life."
I MISS THE LITTLE BABY!!!!
