Dear Readers,
These last couple of months have been a total doozie!!
I am constantly thinking of Mrs. Murphy and just what could have been changed so she would be alive today. I wish there were such thing as a rewind remote for life. I think everyone thinks that at one time or another in their life.
I have a small shelf above the head of my bed that has a photo of all the animals I have had plus one of my Aunts dogs that have passed away. So every night when I go to sleep I always see all of their faces and I think of how much I miss them all. But I have been thinking a lot about my 2 kitties Moses and how it wasn't right for to die of kidney failure at only 8 years old. I think and regret how I couldn't cry for him because he died within a hour after I found out about Mrs. Murphy.
I think about my other kitty Pumpkin who was Moses' "wife" who died within a week or a couple days from him for no reason we could find. I think of how both of their deaths could have been prevented.
I recently have been thinking of my cousin. Also how my Great Grandpa fell and how scared I was that he might have died.
But most recently as today I have been thinking about my Grandparents and how they had to put their dog down.
My heart has been aching non stop for the past 3 months not only for me but for all of those effected and in pain from all the happenings.
I love all of you guys so much and I pray in the months to come there are brighter days For all of us, for those who are going through a rough time and for those who have already.
Deuteronomy 31:8
The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
Lots of Love
Becca
Dear Rebecca...If you did not know love, you would not be so sad! It is okay to mourn the loss of those you have loved. It shows that your heart is filled with love and caring...and that's a good thing. My eyes still fill up when I think of those I have lost, and that's because I LOVED them all so much! That's a good thing, and well, for me, I feel it makes me a better person! It also helps to fill sad thoughts with happier ones, like nice memories you've had. We know that we can't change what has happened, but we can move on with a smile, knowing that we shared a great gift with each one we have lost...and that gift is our love!
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